Death is the central dream from which all illusions stem. Is it not
madness to think of life as being born, aging, losing vitality, and
dying in the end? We have asked this question before but now we need to
consider it still more carefully. It is the one fixed, unchangeable
belief of the world that all things in it are born only to die. This is
regarded as “the way of nature,” not to be raised to question, but to be
accepted as the “natural” law of life. The cyclical, the changing and
unsure; the undependable and the unsteady, waxing and waning in a
certain way upon a certain path, – all this is taken as the Will of God.
And no one asks if a benign Creator could will this.
In this perception of the universe as God created it, it would not be
possible to think of Him as loving. For who has decreed that all things
pass away, ending in dust and disappointment and despair, can but be
feared. He holds your little life in His hand but by a thread, ready to
break it off without regret or care, perhaps today. Or if He waits, yet
is the ending certain. Who loves such a god knows not of love, because
he has denied that life is real. Death has become life’s symbol. His
world is now a battleground, where contradiction reigns, and opposites
make endless war. Where there is death is peace impossible.
Death is the symbol of the fear of God. His Love is blotted out in the
idea, which holds It from awareness like a shield held to obscure the
sun. The grimness of the symbol is enough to show it cannot co-exist
with God. It holds an image of the Son of God in which he is “laid to
rest” in devastation’s arms, where worms wait to greet him and to last a
little while by his destruction. Yet the worms as well are doomed to be
destroyed as certainly. And so do all things live because of death.
Devouring is nature’s “law of life.” God is insane, and fear alone is
real.
The curious belief that there is part of dying things that may go on
apart from what will die does not proclaim a loving God, nor
re-establish any grounds for trust. If death is real for anything, there
is no life. Death denies life, but if there is reality in life, death is
denied. No compromise in this is possible. There is either a god of fear
or One of
Love. The world attempts a thousand compromises, and will attempt a
thousand more. Not one can be acceptable to God’s teachers because not
one could be acceptable to God. He did not make death because He did not
make fear. Both are equally meaningless to Him.
The “reality” of death is firmly rooted in the belief that God’s Son is
a body. And if God created bodies, death would indeed be real. But God
would not be loving. There is no point at which the contrast between the
perception of the real world and that of the world of illusions becomes
more sharply evident. Death is indeed the death of God, if He is Love.
And now His own creation must stand in fear of Him. He is not Father but
destroyer. He is not Creator but avenger. Terrible His Thoughts and
fearful His image. To look on His creations is to die.
“And the last to be overcome will be death.” Of course! Without the idea
of death there is no world. All dreams will end with this one. This is
salvation’s final goal; the end of all illusions. And in death are all
illusions born. What can be born of death and still have life? But what
is born of God and still can die? The inconsistencies, the compromises,
and the rituals the world fosters in its vain attempts to cling to death
and yet to think love real are mindless magic, ineffectual and
meaningless. God is, and in Him all created things must be eternal. Do
you not see that otherwise He has an opposite, and fear would be as real
as love?
Teacher of God, your one assignment could be stated thus: Accept no
compromise in which death plays a part. Do not believe in cruelty, nor
let attack conceal the truth from you. What seems to die has been
misperceived and carried to illusion. Now it becomes your task to let
the illusion be carried to the truth. Be steadfast but in this; be not
deceived by the “reality” of any changing form. Truth neither moves nor
wavers nor sinks down to death and dissolution. And what is the end of
death? Nothing but this; the realization that the Son of God is
guiltless now and forever. Nothing but this. But do not let yourself
forget it is not less than this.